Saturday, April 17, 2010

my past



wala nman ako iba pang pede sabihin pa sau ehh.. en hindi ko alam kun bkit ko pa tuh ginagawa.. alam ko nmang wala din magagawa tuh.. basta i just wanted to do un lang.. masaya na ako dun.. may mga gusto lang ako sabihin na hindi ko nasabi sayu before.. before na magkasama pa tau.. na masaya tau.. naiiyak ako lagi.. d ko na kasi alam gagawin ko ee.. sa totoo lang mahal pa din kita.. mahal na mahal..mali lang ako ng minahal ee.. i know sooner or later makakamove on din ako.. kahit nagmumuka na kong tanga sa harap ng iba aus lang sakin.. ikaw pa din laman nitu ee.. well, a big SORRY for you.. d ko inalagaan ang sana magiging anak natin. pero thankful na din ako sa nangyari kasi auko xia magsuffer kung mabubuhay lang xia. mas gugustuhin ko pa xia mawala e.

galit ako sayo. para mo kong iniwan sa ere ee.. akala ko ba walang iwanan.. pero bkit ito ginawa mo ngayon? hayz.. cguru wala lang tlga ako para sayu.. and i dont deserve you.. tama na din cguru.. so naung ako naman ang madedesisyon.. auko na.. auko na tlga.. auko na umasa pa.. hindi tlga tau para sa isa't isa.. thank you n lang sa lahat.. at least i know minahal lang kita... T.T

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

is this the right?! T.T

wew..tama kea un ginawa ko?! tama kea un iniwan ko xia kahit kapalit puo sakit?! T.T
i admit mahal ko pa din xia kahit wala na xia sa buhai ko.. ang sakit lang tlga..
gabi gabi na lang d pedeng d ko xia maiisip .. hayz.. nand2 n nman ako sa stage ng d makalimut..
ito pa nman ang pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat!! T.T ok lang sana kung tanggap ko na tlga.. e ang kasu
kung kelan pa xia nawala saka nman nagiging ganitu.. hayz.
last tuesday.. nagkita kami, he went to my house.. and hindi ko alam kung bkit nia ako niyakap.
d ko nman na xia pinigilan. d ko nman pede din itanggi sa kanya na hindi ko xia namis.
yah i mis him kea d ko n din napigilan.. cguru nid pa din namin magusap..
dapat magusap kami and maghiwalay ng maaus ng hindi nman ako nasasaktan. naiiyak n nman ako..

wat a hopeless life.!! nakakainis lang..

my wedding party



before the wedding












Tuesday, April 6, 2010

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hehe.. medjo nahihilo na ako lagi.. laging gutom. ~.~
nagkita kami. nagpunta xia sa bahai ee..
nd ko napigilan sarili ko.. namis ko din nman xia kahit ganun ginawa nia sakin ee.
hayz..

Thursday, April 1, 2010

having you near me

I came to you and never asked too much
Wondering what you would say
Hoping you'd understand
It's not a role I usually play
Don't speak too much of what's been going on
The past is over and gone
Give me your troubled mind
You know it's used
I can do so much for you


I want you
Having you near me, holding you near me
I want you to stay and never go away
It's so right
Having you near me, holding you near me
I'll love you tonight, it feels so right
Feels so right


You're brave to say that you get lost in love
But you opened your heart to me
Underneath all you feel you know
How deep our love could be
Tonight we'll touch until it's time to go
Then I'm leaving it up to you
Even a fool would know that I'm not through
I can do so much for you


I want you
Having you near me, holding you near me
I want you to stay and never go away
It's so right
Having you near me, holding you near me
I'll love you tonight, it feels so right
Feels so right


Having You Near Me - Air Supply Mp3

hayz

hayy.. d ko na tlga alam ~.~
sana maging maaus pa lahat lahat.
kahit niloloko ko na isip ko sa audi
d pa din xia mawala sa isip ko..
gusto ko na magmove on
auko ng ganitung sitwasyon
nahihirapan lang ako